okie.... 1.30am in the morning of the sunday night, I have drown down two glasses of sav blanc.... (or 2.5 or.... 3? oh well who is counting) I was contemplation whether I should stop by work tonight after being dropped off from baby's house. But my stomache was so bad I spend a couple hours recovering and by the time I felt better, it was already 10pm...
So let's see, I had a rather relaxing weekend with Friday finished early at 3pm. Took my mum and baby to watch Cirque Du Solei's DRALION.... was supposed to take daddy but he had to fly home last week, such a shame becuase I know he would love something like this. The tickets are very pricy and it was certinaly very good value for money. We had a great time, the perforamance was breathtaking. I was very stressed during the day for no reason, perhaps there was alot on at work and I knew I had to leave early therefore I was stressed to the max.... but I decided not to think too much about work since I am taking my mum to see this show. We then had a good dinner at Kobe Jones @ Docklands. It has very good views to the bay. Didn't love the food though.
I have been craving for yum cha for as long as I could remember. The last time I had yumcha was not long after Christmas at this shabby place @ Blackburn. The food were quite disappointing hence I have been wanted to have 'good' yum cha. it is times like this I have to really thank my baby for tolerating and spoil me for what I want. He is happy to eat pho from home but I instisted him takinng me to Golden Dragon today knowning they are fully booked and insisted on waiting for a good half an hour before we were given a table. The food were as good as I wanted, I had all my yumcha fix, the chicken feet, pork spare ribs and TOFUHUA my favourite! Baby sat there watching me destoying the food with such understanding smile... you just gotta love the guy.. lol. I certainly got punished later on from a stomache as the food from yumcha are way too oily for what I can handle... :( I loved the food, I ate the food and I guess I had to endure the pain these food would brouhght. I dont care, I love yumcha.
So... I guess I can't complain my weekend... although again I cannot stop thinking about work, I am really rather lost now as I don't know why I have been so stressed over work even at my own private time. Don't they say you should just shut out everything when you step out of the office? I simply cannot do that and frankly I am pretty tired of all of these. I pride myself for able to deal pressures at work however being sat in the dark for the last couple years, I emotionally am feeling rather exhausted... no doubt these are the tests god put me through and want me to be stronger. Sometimes I cannot help but wonder if what I am doing is really what I should be doing. I have taken such different path compare to most people at my age because of the situation I have been in. I do no complain, as a matter of fact I appreciate the hurdles I have to overcome as they make me to appreciate and push me to learn and adopt my surrounding environment. I become more confident and smart on how to do things. However at the end of the day, there is still this ruler in my heart and if I can't really mesure up I know I am not doing the right thing no matter how much I have been trying to convince myself....
I am jsut exhausted....
Neverthless, one of the reason of this blog is to really let this out and hopefully gives me the courage and energy facing another day.
I guess I will finish my entry with the lovely lunch I had with baby celebrating our 3 years @ The Bontonical back in Feb 09. The food were quite nice, but I got way too full before the main course. We had amazing 1.5 dozen of oysters from all over Australia. They are just wonderful, not those you can buy from the markets. These ones are so detailed noted on their origin and so fresh!
The pavalova desert we had, with sobert and all
Us, happy bday and happy 3 years anniversary baby!
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